Why pt. 2

Survivor321 You here?

5:30 Owenandheatherfan yeah

5:31 Survivor321 I need to talk to you about something./

5:32 Owenandheatherfan ?

5:32 Survivor321 I'm thinking about slitting my wrists.

5:32 Owenandheatherfan oh, don't do that are you suicidal?

5:32 Survivor321 No, I'm doing it to prove a point.

5:33 Owenandheatherfan what point?

5:33 Survivor321 Someone had an argument with me, and I want them to regret it, crying, everything.

5:33 Owenandheatherfan self harm is NOT okay there are other ways to deal with the argument, if you really want to get back at them, do something else but don't hurt yourself

5:33 Survivor321 Yeah, it's a good idea. I'll make them cry and regret that moment,. I'll cut so deep into my veins.

5:34 Owenandheatherfan Why would you do that it... hurts

5:34 Survivor321 To make them remorseful.

5:34 Owenandheatherfan that's kind of manipulative and psychopathic

5:35 Survivor321 How so? They'll regret their behavior.

5:35 Owenandheatherfan exactly my point?

5:35 Survivor321 I need to calculate how deep so I can recover fully and not get seriously injured.

5:35 Owenandheatherfan you're still going to leave scars you are going to injure yourself

5:36 Survivor321 I need to cut somewhere where I can prove the point, and still freak them into making up with me.

5:36 Owenandheatherfan exactly, that's what I mean by manipulative

5:36 Survivor321 I know that. I'm aware.

5:37 Owenandheatherfan you're willing to go to those lengths just to get them to make up with you?

5:37 Survivor321 Just that I will not be defeated or humiliated. And yep. So my ego remains intact.

5:37 Owenandheatherfan what was the argument about, anyways?

5:37 Survivor321 This girl who was driving me nuts.

5:38 Owenandheatherfan I know someone who used to self-harm It's kind of an insult to hurt yourself for no real reason

5:39 Survivor321 I will hurt myself, and there is a real reason. To get what I want from others.

5:39 Owenandheatherfan not a good one

5:40 Survivor321 Getting what I want from people and showing them I'm boss is a good one. No one humiliates or defeats me.

5:41 Owenandheatherfan lol ok good luck with that

5:41 Survivor321 You don't feel bad for me? I want to SERIOUSLY INJURE MYSELF

5:42 Owenandheatherfan are you literally just saying this to get a reaction out of me like you know it's bad and you admit it when I don't give you the attention you want

5:42 Survivor321 I really will do this if the person won't make up with my otherwise.

5:43 Owenandheatherfan well okay then, nothing I say will change your mind so

5:43 Survivor321 So what?

5:43 Owenandheatherfan so I won't continue talking to you about this lol

5:44 Survivor321 That's not fair 'Maybe I should die to make my point to that person. I will make their life terrible if they don't make up with me.

5:45 Owenandheatherfan you have serious problems dude

5:45 Survivor321 How so?

5:45 Owenandheatherfan that is completely unnecessary

5:46 Survivor321 They deserve to suffer, unless I'm happy.